long time no post~
i am so sad..
i wish my grand dad will be okay soon,
he is so weak, but still he pretends that he's okay..
last night was the worst...
he coughed and coughed., i gave him water i thought it's just normal.
and his weakness is increasing, he is so pale like he doesn't have any blood in his face.
i am so frantic, he had shortness of breath, and he almost collapsed, i am so scared.
he rushed to the bathroom and he nauseated., and it's blood.,
the color was dark red, and i became so frightened i don't now what to do..
i am all alone assisting him. my mom (a nurse) was not around, my dad was just sitting at the sofa.
i asked him to call my mom because both of us don't have any knowledge in situations like this, my grand dad still nauseating, was so weak i cried, i can't stop crying. i am so scared i don't know what to do, waiting for my mom to come felt like ages, when she came i was kinda relieved..
when she came she knows exactly what to do, she took the vital signs, the bp is low, i became more scared, she asked if he feels any pain. my grand dad said he's okay but my mom kept on asking my grand dad if he's feeling well until he answered he's not okay.
my uncle came, he carried my grand dad, my grand dad is so weak he can't walk and seems that he don't have any strenght left to open his eyes, he's closing his eyes. my mom kept calling his name because he should stay awake, she let him inhale ammonia so he can get back to his consciousness.
they took the cab, and went to the nearest hospital.
and my grand dad was confined,
he has to undergo a major operation, called colostomy - it is a surgery to remove all or a part of the colon. It is used to treat many conditions including colon cancer, intestinal obstruction and many more.
he has a tumor in his colon, i am able to understand these stuff because we have a lot of medical books at home and if i have time i read them..
i really wish he will recover soon...
Current Location: living room
Current Mood: worried